Man It's Boring as Fuck Around here

[tim]

at least it is RIGHT now...thus I post to alleviate the BOREDOM around here.

[Dollar_Girl]

why must u punish us all, for u not having a life or hobbies?

[tim]

why must u punish us all, for u not having a life or hobbies?

first off its absurd that you say 'i'm punishing you all.' whether the second part of your statement is true ...let's assume it is true...what bearing does that have on the first? oh wait I see...because I have 'no life' and 'no hobbies'..isn't messageboard posting a hobby? or surfing the net and interest? guess i have both..so tell me how exactly have you been punished..if that is what you feel you have been.

[nanook]

I think she means exactly what you say, yourself, in your own sig.

[Criminal_Sniper]

raar be nice
do not let the group majority ideas run ur own
do not be so petty
u know that u are not like that really
u know deep down it is silly to say that

[nanook]

Sniper, his sig was changed. That wasn't what I referred to, although I don't remember the old one. Mind you, it wasn't too nice either. lol.

And let's get it straight. I have eyes. They have seen and read the words Tim has typed. I don't need anyone else to tell me that three quarters of them SUCK!!!

[Criminal_Sniper]

how will u learn otherwise?
u make a mistake it effects u u make one it effects him
we are all interdependant
eyes see
but do they see everything even in this physical world?
let alone the others
the eyes are some of our poorest tools
Beethoven was deaf right? when he made his best musik at least
so much for the need of ears
and touch brings pain with the pleasure
taste brings bad also
we base our body's conditon on what we will and will not tolerate to eat
smell is mostly responsible for taste so its in the same boat
smells piss us off to no end
mind can change and fail
as body does
what is left?
perception and thought process and conciousness
wanna know which one isnt biased through the workings of ego?
conciousness

i do agree though that his posts are bad
but we have all been bad at one stage
we perpetuate it without realising it lol
but non-compassion is like hating onesself

i am here for help which Tim is not ready for lol
and im guessing he has lack of ability to change his sig
the mods are fuckers for the moment aswell
eye for an eye but evil is not welcomed

[Dollar_Girl]

but evil is not welcomed

then why do u forever create excuses and reasoning for the forum clown?

[Criminal_Sniper]

no
ur wrong
u only like friends
makes u soft when out in the real word $girl
crisis in chinese has two parts
danger and opportunity
if only we all saw it this way

maybe im not one who gives up
and its the unconditional love which u all deny is possible

the evil is his clinging to the thing that makes him create all these excuses and reasoning that is beyond truth

my excuses and resoning as u put it is a realisation or the fact that he is not aware of his problems

u are not perfect so why do u treat those worse than u much worse than they deserve?
there are much better people than all of us do they treat us like shit?
why must mediocre man act so selfish and pigheaded

again u see it as sticking up for him
i stick up for him but not the bad things he does
same for anyone
u may never get the truth into ur head but thats cool
i give u the same excuses and reasoning as i give to Tim

be cool $girl
as i know u to be

[Dollar_Girl]

i never said u stick up for him. i said u creat excuses for him.

you are wrong in what you write. you may see yourself as being above the people here when u write things like "you people", and you may feel it is your duty to give us your words of wisdom which many times contain quick summeries of our personalities based on your out look, but that doesn't make you right.

i don't only like friends. i have stated that many times.

Tim hasn't done to u, what he has to me. U havn't received the emails i have, the pm's i have, and the bullshit i have. i don't hate him, i still feel neutral towards him. he is a shit stain in my book and i honestly couldn't care less if he dropped dead. there are real people in need out there, with real issues.

i am anything but soft out in the real world buddy. do u feel you are somehow heightened in your status? you are somehow stronger and more mentally capable than all of us here? u sure seem to make it look taht way by constantly saying things like "u people wouldn't understand". Did u ever consider that perhaps YOU also don't understand our complexity? or do u feel that you understand all of us to the core because ur so wise and grand?

dude, i have no issues with u, but you tend to belittle with ur statements, u tend to generalise and summarise people.

I gave tim more than one chance, and i'm not interested in being his barbie to feel up anymore. he really is one of those people that are a waste in life... out of all the sperm, it was him that ate through the egg first. what a shame? that shows there is no god.

[nanook]

no

my excuses and resoning as u put it is a realisation or the fact that he is not aware of his problems



This is where you are wrong, Sniper.

[Criminal_Sniper]

to u yes
but u are also unaware of ur problems
im not talkin ow my stomach hurts or damn i need a job
real pressing issues that are beyond most and the cause of true happyness
if i didnt realise and experience it i wouldnt share it with u
he knows a couple of his problems because they have been share with him and he has self realised some of it
but still its like a wish with no attemp it comes to nothing
take a deep hard look raar

and $girl how many times do i have to say "you people" is not meant in any particular way other than you people
do i name all the people here instead?
leave one of two out because of the length of the post i would have to make each time
u lowering ur own standards so u believe it were possible to be lower than me?
u all get me wrong
this is why i do not know how i can stay here but it do
i keep doing what i can

u do think ur right in life
but still complaining
doesn't seem right to me

some things must be excused
its called compassion
something not many people around hewre have as i have pointed out

ur saying because i havent recieved the very same know no pain?
Tim would be the only one here that will ever understand my pain
but ive released it now
because i understand things much more

if i were better would it be a bad thing?
ill never claim it
its something u would have to realise and trust in

its funny u do like friends but treat other than that like shit
u do only like friends

whoever dosent do u best is not good enough

im not saying i know all
how many fucking times do i need to say that?
butthe realisations i have made have brung me from the darkness

when i say u wouldn't understand this it is because u will not understand most likely
its because there is some insight that becaomes before it

we will never see eye to eye on anything because ur egos are too busy fighting it
they would be destroyed and u know no oither way to live
it is ur hope and motivation now
u do not hold other sources of inpiration other than ones self

maybe i should not do this here

and $girl
what in the fuck do u mean i do not stick up for him but create excuses?
that such a silly coment
i give noone anything
the take what they like
do not see me filling your head up with ideas do ya?
;)
another attemp down the drain
ill have to work hard somewhere else
the efforts made here are only seen as raising myself
only i can raise myself
pride and winning are nothing
see in the end im still me

[nanook]

Sniper, I think she means that he should be the one "redeeming" or explaining himself, for his own actions, but he always comes back with some demented post, right after apologizing, when someone doesn't come right out, that second, "oh, I accept your apology and I love you, with open fucking arms". He doesn't even give people a cooling off period, in order to think about things and to find it in their heart to forgive. Kinda confusing and to me there is no excusing or sticking up for that. Not unless you're some kind of ticketed doctor.
I understand your compassion and respect it. But, it is different for those whom are directly affected. Even I can't understand that. But then, for me it is dirt I just brush off my shoulder. lol.

It is Tim who is the comical theatre here, unfortunately, you changed that for me, cause of who you seem to be and being involved.

[Criminal_Sniper]

doctors never give any real answers
something to that
i do not stick up for it i understand it
ive been there
we all have

u cannot understand my level of compassion it is not normal

we gotta know what to look for and not many cannot in themselves
let alone others

[tim]

Tim hasn't done to u, what he has to me.

U havn't received the emails i have, the pm's i have, and the bullshit i have. i don't hate him, i still feel neutral towards him. he is a shit stain in my book and i honestly couldn't care less if he dropped dead. there are real people in need out there, with real issues.

i am anything but soft out in the real world buddy. do u feel you are somehow heightened in your status? you are somehow stronger and more mentally capable than all of us here? u sure seem to make it look taht way by constantly saying things like "u people wouldn't understand". Did u ever consider that perhaps YOU also don't understand our complexity? or do u feel that you understand all of us to the core because ur so wise and grand?

dude, i have no issues with u, but you tend to belittle with ur statements, u tend to generalise and summarise people.

I gave tim more than one chance, and i'm not interested in being his barbie to feel up anymore. he really is one of those people that are a waste in life... out of all the sperm, it was him that ate through the egg first. what a shame? that shows there is no god.


what have I done to you, kat?
I have archived all the correspondence you and I have ever had.
you said, "U havn't received the emails i have, the pm's i have"
makes me wonder exactly to as what you are referring to?
I have no problems posting any of our correspondence
so that you can point out to all the things you claim to have issue with.
Do you have a problem with me doing this?
It seems to be the only way to show the truth here.
as for 'bullshit'?
what bullshit?
and did you ever think you may have deserved the treatment you received?
I think you deserved everything you say you got from me in referring broadly to and leaving up to the imagination of others as 'bullshit'.
Did you just expect me to take heaps of ABUSE from you with a smile on my face?
How deluded to think in such a way as to not expect some retribution in return for the bad behaviour you exhibited toward me.
You never gave me ANY chances..if you did I sure as hell am not aware of any that you supposedly offered to me. A chance isn't a opportunity if the person its for isn't aware of its availability to be used.
I was never made aware of second chances where you were involved.
I never felt you up. Get real this is the fucken internet for Christ's sake how am I supposed to touch you through it?
And I think this addresses perfectly the other things in your post:


This hurts me no end that you would label and judge me like this going against all I thought I knew about you as a kind and gentle human being.

[Criminal_Sniper]

like bill hicks says about sperm & the egg
what are the fucking odds?
lol
none of us are special but there is something special in life itself
as a whole

nothing special is being showed by u pair
less than impressive
not some attempt at getting along just the opposite
which direction do u think u are going to travel in?
u say how u do not care or how it does not matter
why do u not both fuck off then?
that would solve it to some extent
but to ME dissapointing

[tim]

but to ME dissapointing

who says you have to approve?

[Criminal_Sniper]

low level idiodic shit cannot see that
why do try and strip down what i say like its worthless
like im nothing and u want to keep it that way
u may not feel how i feel but its how i feel

im sick of trying to show u how to understand
all u do is refuse my position

im not trying to make u simply accept what i believe and in no way will i
u can see it as that but u see not much as the way it is so what can i expect
this forum is unwelcoming
i am the outsider
i know it and i will not be here anymore
yes ive said it before
but u people are rediculous lmao
its really behind me now
and if i were better than u all would i be bad?
are u all simply jealous cause i have the compassion u never wish to have cause ur so caught up in hatred?
bye bye all

[tim]

low level idiodic shit cannot see that
why do try and strip down what i say like its worthless
like im nothing and u want to keep it that way
u may not feel how i feel but its how i feel

im sick of trying to show u how to understand
all u do is refuse my position

im not trying to make u simply accept what i believe and in no way will i
u can see it as that but u see not much as the way it is so what can i expect
this forum is unwelcoming
i am the outsider
i know it and i will not be here anymore
yes ive said it before
but u people are rediculous lmao
its really behind me now
and if i were better than u all would i be bad?
are u all simply jealous cause i have the compassion u never wish to have cause ur so caught up in hatred?
bye bye all

this was funny as hell. that was my initial gut reaction when reading it. $girl did very well expressing the same sentiments I feel about you too, crim..i'm sure if she felt so inclined she'd have much to work with here as well.

[slx]

sniper pick his toys up and run home to mommy again?