Family

[badfish_76]

I gots love for my homies, members of the Lotus
United we stand, squashing all deadly forces
Been to Hell, could'a spent eternity there
All the bad shit I done, I should still be there
Juggalos can ya feel me? world-wide! (world-wide)
Runnin' wit' a hatchet straight out the Lotus Pod
Always got your back, 'til the end, screaming Juggalos
Dark Lotus, Psychopathic thats the way it go


So many people in the matrix die alone, hey
Not me, my soul belongs to Juggalos, they
Keep me going when I'm, down and out
I pick the phone up, drop'em a line, and hear 'em shout
Sayin' Twiztid is the shit and I'm down with the clown
Dark Lotus for life, until I'm dead in the ground
I give a dap to all my homies and killas who get it started
All my Juggalos always represent for the departed


Mass murder makes me happy!
Dead bodies make me happy!
Say what you will of me
I'll always have Juggalo Family!


6 individual petals fall from one stem
Ain't tryin ta ride no wave, they don't follow any trends (no trends)
'Cause we ascend from the dirt filth grit & grime
Then combine Juggalo minds to crush nation shrines
Whats yours is mine and whats mines is yours
Let the wagons of the Dark Carnival show you different worlds (Woo Woo)
Any hoes front on Juggalos or the Hatchet
Tell'em come suck on your dick, Bitch we Psychopathic


All my life i've been livin' it all alone
I'm like a king wit' no people and no crown or a throne
And what I'm speakin' on, is what I'm feeling like
Do you know what its like to feel the warmth of the sunlight
I'd really like to know 'cause i've been chillin' in the dark
For so many years that I question love in my heart
I hate everyone and I hate everything
Except for all the Juggalos and all the love that they bring! (I love y'all)


Let me get your ear im gonna make myself clear,
it's the L family, Juggalos ride chair.
You can take away my mic, you can take away this life
But the love that we got, it aint never gonna stop
We eternal, past the surface bullshit.
Dogs on another level can you feel this?
It's Twiztid, Blaze and ICP, and if you fuckin' with my dogs
Boy you D-I-E!


If it wasn't for Shaggy, my shirt would still be baggy
I wouldn't be fat, i'd still be hungry and crabby
We used to buy our own records at the stores
So they would think it was a hot seller, and order more
But we built a team of killers with the same dream
We couldn't reach the top, we stayed B-level like Charlie Sheen
Finally realized, we'll always have the Juggalos
I'll never give another second to them other hoes!

Lotus, Lotus

Lotus, Lotus

Lotus, Lotus


"And they wanted to know if I would trade 10 Juggalos
for a hundred mainstream fans?" And I said "I wouldn't trade
10 Juggalos for a hundred thousand mainstream fans,
10 Juggalos is priceless."



This is a favorite song lyric of mine and I am missing a homie really bad. I hate it when life gets in the way of your love for your chosen family.:bluefish:

[eclectica]

I had trouble getting meaning just from reading the lyrics, but I downloaded the song and was able to figure it out better. The version I got was from a group called "Insane Clown Posse". The style of singing reminds me of a cross between "Clutch" and "Eminem".

I recall being younger and finding that my adopted chosen family of friends was more likable than my birth family. I still am not close to my siblings or parents. I actually get along better now with my parents thinking of them as my peers than instead of as people I should revere. My father has allowed that changed role more than my mother, so I feel more comfortable around my father. My mother has trouble accepting me for who I am still.

Now I've started my own adopted family and I feel much more strongly for them than my birth family. I think if my siblings or parents died it wouldn't bother me, but it would be devastating if my wife or daughter died.

The fascinating thing about one's birth family is observing the power of genetics. You may hate them all your life, and then fifty years from now, realize that you are similar to them in so many ways.

[eclectica]

While reading this thread, the theme from the movie "Blood Simple" came to my mind:
Carter Burwell - Blood Simple theme.mp3 (http://www.napsterite.org/eclectica/mp3/Carter Burwell - Blood Simple.mp3) 3 MB

[nicobie]

Sorry I keep missin' U.

[badfish_76]

Sal' good. I am living day to day and I never know wjere I am gonna land emotionally so I may be good or bad from moment to moment. Life is like that. I HATE it ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[badfish_76]

By twiztid-fall apart


I swallow razor blades and spit up blood
Cut out my heart and gave it to my love
I hung myself with an extention cord
And dangled high above the ouiji board
I heard the wind in the trees and it made me scream
I'm wonderin' if it's real life or just another dream
I need something, someone
To help me with my brain because it's fallen apart
I fall apart

I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
You fall apart

I'm drinking gas smoking square after square
I'm looking for this place but I don't know where
I'm just a soul in the land of the lost
I feel the blood in my lungs when I cough
I cut my hands off in the dark and just sat there and bled
Why the whole world fell apart inside of my head?
I need something
Someone
To help me with my brain because it's fallen apart
I fall apart

I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
You fall apart

I broke my brain cage open with a butcher knife
And open up the wound to show my life
I'm not the devil but your momma swear were one in the same
And we didn't make it this way so were not carry in the blame
I've been down and out
I know what that's all about

You fall apart
I need something, someone
Help me with my brain, help me with my brain
You fall apart
I need something, someone
Help me with my brain, help me with my brain

I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
You fall apart

Jumped outta twenty story window today
I got back up and then I walked away
My head was screamin' for a tylenol
Open the bottle and I ate 'em all
My head was spinnin' in a daze and I need to relax
So where's my chainsaw, butcher knife and muthafuckin' axe?

Something, someone
To help me with my brain cause it's fallen apart
I need something, someone
To help me with my brain cause it's fallen apart
I fall apart

[x2]
I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
You fall apart

[nanook]

hey, all! ;)
been missing u.

[Beejus]

I've been wondering lately where the heck Nookster went...

you best not be forgetting all about us :sad:

[nanook]

Originally posted by Beejus
you best not be forgetting all about us :sad:

never!

[eclectica]

nanook, I thought the RIAA-MPAA honeypot known as "Earthstation 5" got you, because I saw that you were an early tester and were member number 15 of their forums. But then I realized that you're Canadian, so need to worry, eh?

By the way, my wife is gone until Wednesday, so if you happen to get lost while driving to grocery store and end up at my doorstep, I'll be sure to give you a warm welcome.
;)

[nanook]

Originally posted by eclectica
nanook, I thought the RIAA-MPAA honeypot known as "Earthstation 5" got you, because I saw that you were an early tester and were member number 15 of their forums. But then I realized that you're Canadian, so need to worry, eh?

By the way, my wife is gone until Wednesday, so if you happen to get lost while driving to grocery store and end up at my doorstep, I'll be sure to give you a warm welcome.
;)

hahahah........now E., people may start talking. ;)
as to es5, yes, as i stated in your thread about it, i did beta-test...but as u can see i hated it.
but if it turns out they r legit...then i hope they can stick it to the RIAA!!!!!!